AlexVoicer001

Hey Alex Voicer here,

To give you the update from my last post in my journal, I've seen my therapist and slowly getting better at handling my emotions, working on my self-esteem, having peace with my little sister (were close now), working on issues with my dad, and a bit with my boyfriend, my job hunting, even other things as well. 

Sadly, I must be honest with you my friends. Ever since I've joined here on DA and even coming into the MLP fandom, it's had it's up's and down's but over time things change. Seeing old friends no longer friends spilting up and so on, over time I saw some of my friends true colors show and I didn't like it at all it left me confused and mix feelings. It feels like your walking on egg shells around some of your friends cause after seeing fall outs between each other even on how they act to things so easily to where if you dare say anything or other, making you feel like you have to chose sides just to be on there good side and not there bad side. Feels like you have to right to say your thoughts or how you feel, so you chose to stay quite and be misrabel in silence it hurts me to see that and be in that. Over time, I started questioning my friendships with my online friends a whole lot after seeing there true colors on how they think and act about things the ugly side of them       it broke my heart. After finding out what they really think of me, it deeply torn me up after all I did for them and the times I've helped them supported them to the best of my abilties through there good and dark times showed them kindness all I got from them was no trust, no care and being called native. Sadly, I cut ties with some ex friends who never really cared about me in the place all they cost me was emotional stress, sadness, and anger I'm glad I'm no longer friends with them they were toixc to me. I won't say who these ex friends are cause of reasons and I don't want witch hunting nor worse, also plus I've blocked them years ago so no worries everyone. 

I only have a few good online friends that actlluy stay in contact with me and care about me, to me that proves you care. To be honest, to those that don't it lets me know we weren't really friends and that I don't matter to you in your life. I understand to some of my friends that are busy with there life, family, and jobs as well I don't blame them one bit it's understandable. So, sadly to this day I don't open up as much about myself and put up walls for protection since not everyone likes the real me so I only tell bits about myself that's nessasury to know bases and nothing more, don't like me I ignore you and block you it's not my problem if you do like me I give you chance to see if there can be a bond of friendship but if you don't much effort into our friendship then don't expect me to the same it takes both to make the friendship work not just one person.

So, thank you for listening to this and I thank those that cared wishing me well at getting a better handle with my mild depression also I am still continuing seeing my therapist. Have a wonderful day everyone.       

Hey, everypony Alex Voicer here,

Real talk here everyone, well I've been meaning to tell ya something but thought about keeping it to myself leaving ya in the dark about this. But, ya need to know the truth. Well, on June 21st, 2019 I went to see my doctor for a check-up as usual but I've asked for some test and I've been diagnosed with Mild depression by my doctor *heh* I've been having a feeling that I might have it but wanted to hear it from the health professional to be 100% sure.

I"ve been struggling with my life, having depression moods swings on and off, finding a job, even having a strain in my relationship with my bf that I've been trying to work out. This is why I've been dead quiet on DA and many other sites as well, you can tell I haven't posted any artwork for months or longer cause of my mild depression. Don't worry everyone, I'm seeing a therapist to help me get better and have a better handle of my emotions and troubles I'm going through.

So thank you for listening everyone.           

Hello, Alex Voicer here,

I've been wondering. Why doesn't know one commissions me or many other things. Is it because I'm not one of the famous artists out there or artwork not to the liking, something wrong with my art skills, or maybe me. It could be anything. What am I missing here????

So, today I'm going to ask you, my wonderful friends and watchers, I'm going to hear you out I want you guys to be 100% honest with me.

Before you Speak 

Your honest answers must be helpful and kind, meaning it must be a good criticism.

If any comments down below that are not talking about this topic or say bad things that are not helpful your comments will be hidden. (That includes drama and starting fights)

Thank you for your time for reading this!!

Rules
Must be PG and friendly, I don't do nor post non-friendly art on my deviant art page 
I don't do sexual or inappropriate content (kissing I don't mind), gay/lesbian, blood, gore, horror, clopping, suggestive negative content (racism, sexism etc.)
Nothing too complex, again remember am not a professional hope one day I will be...but for now I'm practicing
The limit is 3 people once the commission list is full I won't accept any more people and if you didn't get to commission me please leave this (Future Com) 

Process
- Contact me through DA notes (NOT in the comment section)
- Description of your commission (visual ref. needed)
- My approval
- Final image will be posted on DA (If I feel like posting it)


-Free OC Deviantart ID/Ship Child/Cutie M. Design-------(Open)------
OC DA ID
Hello Alex Voicer here, and yes you heard right my friends since I made an DA ID for a friend and been making another for a friend I thought why not make these as a backup when commissions get slow. So, here is how this works............
You give me a decent picture of OC (pony, human or other) by itself and a background of your choice then tell me if you want your ID to say your DA name or by OC's name then I will make your ID!!
Here are some examples:
       
If the ID doesn't look right to you, please note me and I will gladly fix it to you're liking also if you act up or act to demanding towards me I can refuse to make your ID, please be respectful and kind then we will have no problems here.

Issues with Pictures:
Some pictures of OC's comes with a white square even the drawn
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**Want to check on your free order, you will see a list if you see an "O" that means am working on it and if you see an "H" that means it's on hold for the moment or I'm working on something or even busy with family/friends/boyfriend. When your order is done it will be posted or about to be posted**
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Note to all:
Also, all I ask of you my friends is to be patient with me, I have a laptop and my cell phone to use to check my stuff and make sure my art is posted up and etc. With all of your commissions, you will be helping me keep busy to fight off boredom and help me get better at my art skills. Remember, there will be times if I don't feel like drawing or if I don't feel well I will take days off cause I do have a life just like everyone else like family and have a relationship even church Sun and Wed lol. So please be respectful and well mannered with me meaning acting your age.

(If you don't read the rules I will ignore you and move on to someone who actually read the rules)

If you act out of line or be disrespectful with me in any way then I can refuse service to you I'm sorry if we can't come to good terms and I bid you to have a wonderful day. If you start threatening me or worse then I will have no choice to report you to DeviantArt police and block you, I only create artwork that I'm conferable drawing with. I create a positive and friendly environment here so please respect me and my terms thank you.